Isn't it crazy when a song can trigger the oldest, most buried feelings? This is that song...
Musiq~Half Crazy
Never thought that we would ever be more than friends
Now I'm all confused cause for you I have deeper feelings
We both thought it was cool to cross the line
And I was convinced it would be alright
Now things are strange, nothings the same
And really I just want my friend back
And my mind's gone half crazy cause I can't leave you alone (oh can't get you out of my system)
And I'm wondering if it's worth me holding on (holding on)
Said my mind's gone half crazy cause I can't leave you alone (can't get you out of my system)
And I'm wondering if it's worth me holding on (yeah)
I'd hate walk away from you as if this never existed
Cause when we kissed the moment after I looked at you different
Lately I gotta watch what I say
Cause you take things personally nowadays
You used to laugh now you get mad
Damn I just want my friend back
And my mind's gone half crazy cause I can't leave you alone (oh can't get you out of my system)
And I'm wondering if it's worth me holding on (holding on)
Said my mind's gone half crazy cause I can't leave you alone (can't get you out of my system)
And I'm wondering if it's worth me holding on
oh oh oh oh oh yeah
What happened to the one I used to know (oh yeah yeah)
The one I used to laugh and joke with
The one I used to tell all my secrets
We used to chill and be down for whatever whenever together yeah
And my mind's gone half crazy (oh) cause I can't leave you alone (I'm going half crazy baby)
And I'm wondering if it's worth me (oh) holding on (over you)
Said my mind's gone half crazy (yeah) cause I can't leave you alone (and I just don't know)
And I'm wondering if it's worth me holding on (said I just don't know what to do now)
we used to chill (yeah) we used to hang
we used to do we used to do some many things together (yeah)
yeah yeah yeah yeah
oh oh
yeah
I was listening to the song on MySpace Music and I had an intense flashback to the past. There was a night when myself and 3 other people where on a car rid. This song came on and the 4 of us fell silent. We realized that at that exact moment, this song filled us all with different meaning and was so true for all of is. James was with me in the backseat and just grabbed my hand when he sung I just want my friend back... sometimes things that feel good and you wish could be perfect never happen the way you plan. But in that one instant I understood everything that he had been telling me. In the most silent and still way, I understood that he loved me, but he regretted the way things were and how they turned out. Hmmm... I wonder if I'll ever love someone the way I loved him again. I guess we'll just have to way and see...
Peace and Love,
D
